me: *is in the middle of drawing something. has applied shading and color*

my mind: not good enough. close paint tool sai. quit everything youre working on. lose motivation to indulge in creative activity for months

souruma is such a rarepair but ive grown to ship it so much and as a result everytime i see fanart of them hanging out or smthin i feel my face contort into the biggest smile ever and i just fuckin die